Midnight Fantasy [The Doms of Sybaris Cove 6] (Siren Publishing Ménage Everlasting) Read online

  Javier straightened up again. “She was curious about the BDSM lifestyle and heard us both talking about a play party we’d attended. We were fairly new to it ourselves, and she was intrigued.”

  Renata dared to ask. “You shared her?”

  “What?” Javier shook his head. “Oh, no. That’s not what I mean. No. I had no part in that.”

  “Go back to your stars,” said Garrett. “I got this.”

  Javier rolled his eyes and returned to the telescope once again. Garrett led her away from the center of the room. “This is difficult to admit.”

  “Then don’t. It’s all right. Like I said, none of my business.”

  “But you’ve been so forthcoming tonight. With both of us. I owe you an explanation. It wasn’t only the fact that she realized she was stuck here. She also realized being a submissive wasn’t her thing, but I didn’t want to give up the lifestyle. We should have been able to find a way to compromise, but the combo of both issues was too much. I never should have married her. I was on the rebound, and she paid me a lot of attention. I was flattered.”

  “He was starstruck.”

  Garrett ignored Javier’s comment and continued. “I was blindsided, but it was a mistake. I was too young and too green to consider all the future ramifications. We divorced. She took back her family name and moved home to Arkansas. I haven’t spoken to her since the ink dried on the divorce decree.”

  “I’m sorry. That’s a sad story.”

  The tender look he gave her had her biting back a moan. “If it hadn’t happened, we wouldn’t be here right now. I wouldn’t have another chance to make things right with you.”

  She held her breath as Javier walked over to join them. “Speaking of making things right, what are we going to do here? It’s your call, Renata.”

  Renata swallowed hard at the look of lust in his eyes. “I lost you both once. My fault. Entirely.” When Garrett started to speak, she cut him off. “I don’t want to rehash the past. Please. You’ve both forgiven me for the way I acted, and as far as I’m concerned, that’s enough for me. The past is over and done with. We’re not high school kids anymore. We’re adults. But I’ve never stopped thinking about both of you, and I’m not going to blow a chance to be with you again.”

  She glanced around the room, taking in the sight of all those lights spread out below in four directions. “I have no clue how the triads on this island do this, and I’m not even sure that’s what you both want. And I have zero experience with BDSM, but I’m willing to try anything and everything tonight.” She set her gaze on each of them in turn. “I want it all. With both of you. So let’s start there and see where it leads us. What do you say?”

  Her pulse raced as they exchanged a long glance. It was impossible to read the expressions on their faces. Then Garrett crossed the space between them and pulled her into his arms. Before Renata had time to react, he captured her mouth in a kiss so hot, she was certain the room would catch on fire any second.

  She remembered these kisses, only he’d improved somewhat since high school. Renata wrapped her arms around his broad shoulders as his tongue raked the inside of her mouth. She moaned and pushed up against his warm, muscled body, moving closer to the bulge in his pants. She’d waited years to have sex with each of these men, and the realization she was about to with both at the same time finally hit her.

  When Garrett released the kiss, he cupped her face gently and gazed at her with so much intensity, she could hardly breathe. “Are you sure this is what you want? Absolutely sure? Because I’m ready to explode here and I’ll gladly share you with Javier, but I need to know you’re sure about this.”

  “One hundred percent.”

  “Thank God,” said Javier, moving to her left side. “Um, as much as it would be romantic to stay up here, the lube, condoms and toys are in my bedroom.”

  She grinned at him. “We could always go and get them…”

  Javier nodded, and then he laughed softly. “All right. But don’t say you didn’t ask for this.” He cut his gaze toward Garrett. “We need to discuss a few things.” Then he glanced toward Renata and pointed toward the stairwell. “Bathroom is one floor down, to the right. I would suggest you use it now if you need to.”

  She shivered at the tone in his voice, and then followed them down the stairs. While they made their way to Javier’s bedroom, she took care of business and then went back up the stairs. The floor up here was slate, and while it was beautiful, she almost changed her mind about staying. A soft mattress or even a sofa would be better than this hard floor.

  When she turned at the sound of their footsteps, she laughed as she watched them dragging a mattress up the stairs. She came over to help them, and then once they had it positioned on the floor, they told her to hang on a moment. She hugged herself and shivered in anticipation. This was going to be the most fun she’d ever had.

  The guys returned in a few moments, each carrying a black leather bag. Javier gave her a look that nearly melted her panties off, and then he adjusted the lights in the room down to a soft glow. “No one will see us up here. It’s higher than everyone else’s home around for at least a mile. So if you’re ready, and you’re absolutely sure about this, let’s get the clinical stuff out of the way.”

  She nodded, unable to find her voice.

  “Garrett and I have no STDs. May we assume the same of you?”

  “Yes. I have none. And I’m on the pill.”

  “Do you want us to use condoms anyway? We would for anal, of course.”

  “No, it’s all right. I mean, yes for anal. Unless you want to use them for everything. But if you don’t, that’s okay. I trust you both.” Get a grip! She sounded like an idiot. There was no reason to be this nervous. She’d known both these men her entire life and had made out hot and heavy with each in her younger days. It’s not like they were strangers or she’d never touched them before.

  “All right then,” he said. “But you’ll need safewords. Let’s use yellow for anything you need, like water, a bathroom break, or even if you’re feeling overwhelmed, afraid, or unsure of something. Red will stop everything immediately. Will those work for you?”

  “Yes. Okay. Um, should I call you both something special?”

  “No,” said Garrett. “Call us by our names. A Dom earns a title. We have plenty of time to get to that.”

  “Okay. That makes sense. In that case, I’m ready.”

  Javier’s grin was going to be her undoing tonight. Had it been that sexy in high school? Had it made her want to kneel at his feet and beg him to take her, as it did now? “Good,” he said. “In that case, you might want to start by taking off your clothes. Slowly. So we can savor it.”

  Chapter Seven

  Renata glanced out the windows again, but all that did was earn a chuckle from both men.

  “No one can see you,” said Javier. “And if they do, they’re looking through a telescope at least as big as mine.”

  She didn’t care if someone did see them. She only wanted to make this night something special, so she bent over and took off her boots, trying to keep the movements sexy. She removed her socks, and then she took off her jeans, glad she’d worn black lace underwear. She hadn’t expected the night to end this way but was thrilled that it had.

  “Very nice,” said Garrett, his voice thick.

  She smiled at the way his eyes glazed over, and then pulled off her sweater. She unhooked her bra, and tried not to laugh at the way both men now looked like dogs in heat. She was surprised their tongues weren’t hanging out of their mouths. They’d both seen her breasts before, but it made her feel sexy to see their reaction now. She removed her bra and then turned around to pull down her panties.

  That earned her a sexy chuckle, and then as soon as she stepped out of them and tossed them on the pile of clothes, one of them was behind her. She gasped as lust raced through her body. He grasped her around the waist and nuzzled her neck, and although she was able to see Javier’s reflection in
the window, it was still sexy as hell to have him surprise her like that.

  “Any absolute limits we should know about?” he asked.

  “I wouldn’t even know what to tell you. I’ve never given it any thought.”

  “All right then. How about this? If we do anything, and I mean anything, that makes you afraid, uncomfortable, or that you need to talk about first, you safeword. Otherwise, we’ll just keep going.”

  Oh God! “That sounds so incredibly decadent I can’t even think right now. All right. Yes. I agree.”

  “Good girl.” That voice! What was it about this night that had rendered it so deliciously seductive? Had he always sounded this way?

  She caught Garrett’s scent as he moved toward her, and when she glanced at his reflection in the window, he held up a long, dark piece of fabric. They were going to blindfold her. Renata could hardly catch her breath as Javier moved away from her and Garrett stepped up to wrap the silk around her head. As soon as he tied it, she felt her muscles relax. This was perfect. How had they known?

  “Are you okay with this?” he asked.

  “Yes. I love it.”

  “Walk with me. We’ve got you. You won’t fall.” She anticipated being turned around and led toward the mattress, but instead, Garrett’s hand on her elbow led her forward, toward the windows. She felt the coolness on her face and was suddenly very aware of the slate beneath her bare feet, and the feel of the air up here. The room was quite large, and she swore with the blindfold on she could feel the expanse.

  “Lean against the ledge here.” He guided her hands to the windowsill, and then she waited. “This faces south. Not too many homes on this side, so try to pay attention only to the sound of our voices, not where we are. We won’t let anything happen to you.”

  “I trust you both.”

  “Good girl.” She shivered at those words. Garrett’s voice, too, had taken on a sultry quality she’d never noticed before.

  Soft leather brushed her back and ass cheeks, and then the back of her legs. Renata drew in a sharp breath, but not because it hurt. The sensation was exquisite, as if the leather caressed away her cares and worries with each pass of the falls. All memories of what Petra had told them tonight melted away, and there was only the flogger against her skin and the soft shuffling of Garrett’s and Javier’s shoes on the floor as they moved around her.

  “Do you like that?” asked Javier.

  “Yes. Very much.”

  He brushed the falls over her breasts, and Renata moaned. Would they strike her with it? She’d never been so much as spanked, but her fantasies had always included kinky sex. She’d never told them that. Did they know anyway? Could a Dom sense that in a woman?

  “How about this?” asked Garrett. He moved what she swore was the edge of a wooden paddle over her arms and legs, then against her ass cheeks. “Do you know what this is?”

  His voice was teasing, full of lust, and it was all she could do not to turn around and just start reaching for them. But she knew why they were doing this. It was to prolong the sweet torture and introduce her to play, and she loved them both for being so attentive to her needs. They had never been immature high school boys, at least in her mind, but both had grown so much since then, regardless. It was amazing just to be here with them, and she wanted to relax into this moment and enjoy everything they wanted to share with her.

  “It’s wooden. I know that much.”

  She caught his soft chuckle, and it was so damn sexy she almost came. “Very good.” He brushed the length of it against her ass cheeks, and Renata moaned. “It’s a paddle. Like they use in fraternities. Any of those frat boys up there in Alabama ever use one on you?”

  She had to bite back a laugh. “Ah, no. And I never hung out with any frat boys.”

  “Good to know.” He smacked her ass with it, not even close to hard, but the endorphins rushing through her were ridiculous. She readjusted her stance and clung to the windowsill. When the flogger falls snapped across her ass, she moaned again.

  “I think she likes this,” said Javier. “We’ve hit the jackpot.”

  “Oh God…” Renata tried to keep breathing as they alternated the paddle and the flogger on her ass and breasts. None of the strikes were hard enough to actually hurt, but that was okay for now. It was the sensations she loved, and the fact that she couldn’t see who was doing what. She loved being at their mercy, knowing she faced a wall of windows, naked. It was such a turn-on, and she hoped someone out there was watching.

  “Spread your legs a bit,” said Javier.

  Renata stepped wider, and then the flogger was aimed between them so it stung her pussy. She tossed her head back and moaned loudly. “That feels incredible. I had no idea.”

  “Neither did we.” He nuzzled her neck, and when he cupped her pussy, she nearly came again. She wanted their hands all over her. She needed their cocks inside her. Every hole, all night long.

  “This is a very pleasant surprise,” said Garrett. The paddle smacked her ass again, not gently this time, but Renata didn’t mind. She loved it. The harder he hit her, the more she wanted. Whoever wielded the flogger now changed to something sharp and small. It stung like crazy, but that only increased her arousal. The pain and pleasure became all mixed up into one exquisite sensation, until Renata could no longer distinguish between the two. She merely knew she didn’t want it to end.

  Sweat broke out along her hairline, and her palms kept slipping from the windowsill. When they changed from the paddle and whatever that biting toy was to different ones, the fog lifted a bit. Something sharp and prickly was rolled across her arms and legs first, and then over her nipples and pussy. She whimpered each time it touched her clit, but not because she didn’t like the pain. She was so close to coming it was ridiculous.

  They alternated that with what she swore was a riding crop, and they didn’t spare any part of her body now. Her ass cheeks were on fire, and her nipples and pussy burned, but she still didn’t want them to stop. When they began kissing her and caressing her skin in between the strikes with the toys, Renata couldn’t hold off her orgasm any longer. It crashed over her slowly and lingered there. She didn’t think it was going to end. The more they touched her and smacked her, the longer it went on.

  She couldn’t hang onto the windowsill much longer, but she wasn’t sure how to tell them that, so she simply let go and pushed against the glass. One of them caught her around the waist and lifted her, carrying her in his strong arms. From the scent, she thought it might be Javier, but everything was all mixed up now, and it hardly mattered.

  He placed her on the mattress, and then the blindfold was off. Garrett held a bottle of water to her lips. “Here, sweetheart. Drink this.”

  She drained the bottle. “Thank you. That was fast. Did I do something wrong?” She would feel like shit if they’d stopped because they hadn’t enjoyed it, or she’d said or done something she shouldn’t have.

  They exchanged an amused glance. “Fast?” asked Javier. “Renata, we played for close to an hour.”

  “Holy shit.” She giggled because suddenly everything was funny. “Really?”

  “Yes, really. Here.” He held up a second bottle of water. “I think you should drink this, too.”

  “Is that normal? I mean, it didn’t feel that long to me. Everything just ran together.”

  “It’s called subspace, and I think you’re still there,” said Garrett.

  “Is that good?”

  He smiled. “Yes, love. It’s wonderful.” Garrett took the empty bottles from her and laid her back against the mattress. Renata moaned softly as he cupped her breasts. “Do you need to pee or anything?”

  “No.” She giggled again. “I feel so silly. Like I’ve never been this happy.”

  Garrett covered her body with his and kissed her, and that broke through the fog enough that Renata moaned loudly this time and wrapped her arms and legs around him. Her entire body felt warm and tender, as if she’d been lying out in the sun all day
. But it wasn’t an unpleasant feeling. And when Garrett licked her nipples, she forgot about everything except the feel of his tongue on her.

  Javier moved between her legs and stroked her clit, gently, and Renata cried out as she realized how close to coming she was again. When Garrett released the kiss, she blinked a few times, finally noticing that both men were naked. When had they taken off their clothes?

  “Is this what you both want? I mean, this play? Did I do all right?”

  Javier moved from between her legs, closer to her face. “There is no right,” he said. “Other than to keep it consensual, safe, and risk-aware. For your first time, and based on my experience, you did fantastic. I couldn’t be happier.”

  “Same here,” said Garrett. “But what’s more important is how you feel right now. We want to know what you thought of it.”

  “It was amazing. I never knew this side of you existed. Either of you.”

  “We were too young to do anything about it,” said Javier.

  “I suppose that’s true.” She let her gaze wander over their muscled chests and the Taino tats she’d remembered from high school. She’d seen their bare chests, but this was her first glimpse of their cocks. Both looked more than adequate and able to satisfy her, and Renata giggled again as she realized what was about to happen. “I can’t seem to stop doing that.”

  Garrett bent his head to lick her nipples again. “Please don’t stop. I love it.”

  She cried out and closed her eyes, tangling her fingers in his hair. “Don’t stop that. Please.”

  Javier moved between her legs again, and when he slipped a finger into her pussy, she moaned loudly. He tongued her clit, and Renata fought to hold off the orgasm, but there was no way. Between Garrett’s lips on her breasts and Javier’s skilled mouth and fingers teasing her clit, she exploded in another climax that left her breathless and panting.