Private Pleasures [The Doms of Sybaris Cove 8] (Siren Publishing Ménage Everlasting) Page 9

  Mattie understood this was a need of theirs, as well, and that’s why it made their willingness to wait so meaningful. And now she was ready to explore the lifestyle they lived. She’d never known a man who moved a relationship along based on her comfort level instead of his, and it both overwhelmed her and made her heart sing with joy.

  Rey cupped her face. “We’d like you to call us each ‘Sir’ tonight. Are you comfortable with that?”

  “Yes, Sir.” Sir. She was going to call them by a title, just like a real sub did for her Dom.

  “Thank you,” said Felipe. “You’ll have three safewords tonight. Green means everything is all right and you’re enjoying it, and you want us to keep going. Yellow is for anything you need, whether that’s a bathroom break or a drink of water. Red stops the scene immediately until we address your concerns.”

  “You won’t be upset if I have to use a safeword?”

  They both shook their heads. “No,” said Rey. “Not at all. Just as you trust us to take care of your needs tonight and make sure we’re not hurting you or pushing you past a limit, we have to trust you to let us know when something isn’t right. This isn’t about us exerting total control over you, Mattie. It’s about us giving you sensations and introducing you to the mechanics of a scene. We want you comfortable with it, and aroused by it. Not afraid of it, or wishing you were anyplace else.”

  “Thank you. I mean thank you, Sir. I’m so excited right now.” It was true. She was ready to jump out of her skin.

  They took her hands and she stood, and then they each pulled her close and kissed her. Mattie was out of her mind with need by the time they asked for the blindfold and the wheel. She pulled them both out of her bag, and then Felipe asked if she needed anything before they started.

  “No, Sir. I’m ready.” Her breathing was rapid, and every nerve ending was on fire. He took her bag, and Rey placed the blindfold around her eyes and tied it behind her head.

  “You won’t fall,” he said. “We’ll lead you. Just hold my hand and listen to our voices.”

  “Yes, Sir.” She clung to Rey’s hand as he led her across the room. She swore she could hear sounds in the house she’d never noticed before. That must be the result of being blindfolded. And although she’d been in his house plenty of times now, she lost all sense of direction as they moved.

  Her steps became shorter, and her palms were damp, but it wasn’t from fear. Her anticipation grew as did her arousal. The air changed, and she took a deep breath, clueless where they were. She hadn’t seen every room in his house yet, and surmised they must be in one he hadn’t yet shown her.

  “You’re safe, Mattie.” Rey’s voice slipped over her, as smooth as the satin on her corset. “You haven’t seen this room yet. I had it designed for play.”

  That would explain the strong odor of leather.

  “There’s a chair in front of you. Felipe and I are going to help you sit in it.”

  They turned her around, and then when she lowered her body into the chair, they moved her arms onto soft leather pads. Mattie’s pussy was soaked already and her clit throbbed.

  “The chair is going to tilt back a bit,” said Felipe.

  She was in a semi-reclining position now, and her feet were off the floor, but she wasn’t uncomfortable. It might be a reclining chair in a living room for all she knew.

  “We’d like to put cuffs on you,” said Rey. “They’re soft leather and won’t hurt you. We won’t attach them to anything yet. Just wear them for a while. May we do that?”

  “Yes, Sir.” Mattie whimpered softly as they placed cuffs around each wrist. She loved the feel of the leather against her skin. The simple idea of having them on meant she’d be potentially at their mercy, and her excitement grew once more. When they pulled off her shorts, she gasped.

  “What color are you?” asked Rey.

  “Green, Sir. I’m okay. Just surprised.”

  He brushed her face with one finger. “We won’t hurt you.”

  “I believe you. Thank you. Sir.”

  They took off her shoes and placed cuffs around her ankles, and then Mattie moaned loudly as their hands caressed her arms and legs. Shivers ran up and down her spine as they spread her legs wide. She wanted their hands all over her, but they only touched her limbs for now.

  When the sensation changed to what felt like a piece of fur, she smiled and relaxed into the chair, letting the emotions wash over her.

  “This is all about sensation tonight,” said Felipe. “BDSM play covers a wide spectrum.”

  She hadn’t known that until the guys started talking to her about it earlier this week. They’d all agreed that there was no way she’d be able to handle impact play right now. Perhaps never. While she understood intellectually that there were differences between spanking for pain versus pleasure, she still wasn’t ready to be struck. She wasn’t sure she could be and not associate it with abuse. She might never reach that point, and the guys understood that.

  The fur was gone, and now she recognized the Wartenberg wheel on her arms and legs. When they moved it to her inner thighs and over her pussy lips, Mattie gasped at the combination of discomfort and pleasure it produced. She shook her head back and forth slowly as her need for them grew to an insane level. The tiny pinpricks sent shivers up and down her spine, and the more they used it, the more she wanted.

  They even parted her pussy lips and gently rolled it over her clit and then her asshole. Mattie cried out in pleasure, surprised that such a tiny device could produce such intense sensations. She tried to analyze what it was about the slight stinging sensation that sent her into such a frenzy, and finally gave up. When they’d talked about sensation play this past week, they’d explained to her that it was best to try and simply let go and just feel it, so that’s what she was determined to do tonight.

  One of them untied the laces of her corset, and she thought they were going to use the wheel on her breasts, but instead the fur was back. They also caressed her nipples and teased them with their fingers until she writhed on the chair. This was exquisite, and not being able to see what they were going to use next enhanced everything.

  She heard their breathing change, and caught the scent of their shampoo and soap. She swore she could smell her own pussy juices. The blindfold had been a stroke of genius and she hoped they used it every time now.

  “Mattie?” asked Felipe. “What color are you?”

  “So green, Sir. So green…”

  They chuckled softly. “Good girl. We’d like to try something else.”

  That voice! She’d do anything to hear the rich tones in it, so commanding and persuasive. Had Felipe always sounded like this? “Anything, Sir.”

  “We’d like to attach the cuffs to the chair.”

  “All right.” She held her breath as she listened to the sound of metal clips. When she tried to move her arms, they were firmly in place, but she wasn’t freaked out by that. Instead, she loved having them in control now. She had her safewords, and she knew they’d honor them.

  Once they did the same to her ankle cuffs, she took a couple of deep breaths. This was it. All four limbs were restrained. She couldn’t move. She couldn’t see. All she could do was safeword.

  You’re okay.

  “What color are you?” asked Rey. His voice was sharp, as if he sensed her uncertainty.

  “I’m green, Sir. Just getting used to it.”

  He caressed her right inner thigh. “We’re right here, Mattie.” His soft, soothing voice calmed her within seconds. “This is no different than before. Think of it as you keeping your arms and legs still, without having to do the work yourself. That’s all this is.”

  She nodded. “I like that image, Sir.”

  “Good girl.” Those words…they touched her soul. When she heard them, she wanted to please him and Felipe in every way possible.

  “We’re both so proud of you right now,” said Felipe. “And we have something special I think you’ll enjoy.”

  C
hapter Twelve

  Mattie listened to one of them cross the room and return to her side. Then she smelled lavender and sandalwood, but the next sensation on her arm was an ice cube. She yelped and then laughed. “That was a surprise.”

  “Just try to hold still,” said Felipe. He brushed the ice up and down her arm, and then something warm and smooth was dripped next to where he’d brushed the ice. The scents became stronger, and she breathed them in.

  “It’s massage oil,” he said. “We normally like to use special candles made for wax play, but the best way to scrape it off once it cools is with a knife blade, and we didn’t think you’d be ready for that.”

  Mattie’s pulse raced. “No, Sir.”

  “We know.” Felipe’s voice was gentle, close to her ear. “That’s why we’re using this instead. The oil won’t burn you, but we’re going to alternate it with the ice so you can experience the contrast. What do you think?”

  “I love it, Sir. Thank you for being so thoughtful.” Her voice caught at the end because of the emotion bubbling up.

  One of them kissed her cheek softly. “It’s all about sensations tonight, Mattie.”

  She smiled at the sexy tone of Felipe’s voice, and then moaned and writhed against her bonds as they alternated dripping the warm oil and brushing the ice cubes up and down her arms and legs. They moved to her breasts, and the hot and cold sensations on her nipples sent endorphins racing through her body. She’d never imagined so much pleasure was possible from something so simple.

  They massaged the oil into her skin each time the drops landed on her, and it was so sensual having them touch her this way that she slipped into a dreamlike state. She knew was still aware of what they did, but it almost felt like she was half asleep.

  They moved lower, across her abdomen, and when the first drop of oil landed on her pussy lips, she cried out in pleasure. Nothing in her imagination had prepared her for something like this, and Mattie knew it would difficult not to beg them to do things like this to her every night. Even the contrast of the ice cubes was enjoyable.

  When they were finished, her entire body felt warm and soft, and her arousal level was at an all-time high. They uncuffed her and took off the blindfold, then gave her water to drink and let her use the bathroom. Once she emerged, the guys each took turns holding her and stroking her hair and back.

  “We’re so proud of you,” said Rey. “We weren’t sure you could handle any of that.”

  “Thank you, Sir. But is this real BDSM? I mean, I always thought it meant flogging and spanking, or clamps, and lots of pain.”

  Felipe cupped her face gently. “Yes, this is real BDSM. It’s as real as the extreme paddling that Celina Vallee enjoys from Arizona and Dallas, or the way Kai loves being tied up by Jagger and Ian so tightly she can’t move a muscle. The only wrong way to do this is for it not to be consensual.”

  “Mattie, if you weren’t ready for this,” said Rey, “you wouldn’t have found any of that pleasurable. This is just as real as any play the others on this island routinely do. And if this is all you can ever take, then we’ll be fine with it. Honestly.”

  She let out a shaky breath as she gazed at each of them in turn. “Do you mean to tell me that if I’m never able to let you spank me or flog me, or use a knife to scrap off candle wax, that you’re okay with that?”

  “Absolutely.” They spoke together, and their tone of voice and the conviction in their eyes convinced her they were telling the truth. Felipe was the closest, so she kissed him first, shoving her tongue into his mouth. His sexy groan and the way he pulled her against his body tightly told her she’d done the right thing.

  His hands were all over her as his tongue and teeth worked their magic inside her mouth, and then he released her so Rey could kiss her. She loved it when they did this. One of them holding her on his lap while the other one kissed her, licked her, or sucked her. It was so intimate and sexy. Every sensation was heightened now, and she suspected their play had a lot to do with that.

  When Rey released the kiss, she gazed into his eyes. “Sir? May I ask you two to try something?”

  “Anything.” His voice was rough, which meant he was barely hanging on, and Mattie’s pussy contracted in tiny spasms at the sound of it.

  “Will you cuff me to something and make love to me that way?”

  “Oh God…” He and Felipe exchanged a glance filled with lust and incredulity. “Are you sure?”

  “Yes, Sir. Absolutely. I trust you both.” Mattie groaned loudly as Rey picked her up and carried her across the dungeon. Now that she could see it, she was glad she’d been blindfolded at first. There were actually chains attached to one wall, and every piece of bondage equipment that Phoebe’s Playthings made or sold had to be in this room.

  It would have been far too intimidating an hour ago, but now, it excited her all over again. It also intrigued her. They’d unleashed long-buried fantasies and proven that she was safe with them helping her explore this side of her personality, and now Mattie wanted more of it. A lot more.

  Rey placed her on her feet in front of a bench with pads attached to it, and then removed her corset. “This looks so pretty on you,” he said. “Thank you for wearing it.”

  “Thank you for buying it for me, Sir.”

  “You don’t have to call us that now if you don’t want to.”

  “I want to. I want to call you both that all the time.” She licked her lips. “I don’t want to do this part-time. I know you two need this—to play and to show your dominant sides. I know you need a submissive, not merely a girlfriend or a lover. It’s part of who you are. I don’t want to only pretend to be your sub tonight. I…”

  Had she gone too far? She had to get this out or she never would. The compulsion to say this had never been as strong as it was right now. “I want to be your sub for real. If you’ll have me, that is. If you’ll teach me what that means, and help me figure it out.”

  The words had finally come tumbling out, and she knew they were as true as anything she’d said to them. It was what she’d wanted ever since having dinner with them that first time. And now that she’d had this experience, she couldn’t go backward. She knew that. But was she enough of a sub for them? She wasn’t even sure what that meant. Did they even think she could do this, whether or not she wanted to try?

  Rey pulled her close and held her. “Oh, Mattie. Of course we will. We want you. We’ve always wanted you.”

  “But am I doing this right?”

  “There is no right,” said Felipe. “This relationship is what we define it. We get to make all the rules and establish all the protocols. We get to figure out who does what, and what the labels mean.”

  She smiled and buried her face against Rey’s chest. “That’s all I needed to hear. Thank you.”

  “No, thank you.” Rey kissed her again, and then he turned her around and helped her position her body on the bench. They adjusted the pads under her arms and head, and the end result was that she was face down, her ass up in the air, and they could reach her pussy, her ass, and her breasts. She loved it. It was so dirty and raw, and she moaned in anticipation.

  When they put the cuffs back on her wrists and ankles and then attached them to the bench, she nearly went out of her mind with desire.

  “Your safewords still apply,” said Felipe.

  “All right. Thank you, Sir.”

  She heard rustling which she assumed meant they were removing their clothes, and then Felipe moved into her line of vision, pulling on his impressive cock. Behind her, Rey teased the opening to her pussy with his dick.

  “You’re so wet. I love that.”

  “I can’t help it, Sir. You two make me that way.”

  Felipe moved closer to her face and she didn’t even wait for him to ask. She opened her mouth to take him inside, and then groaned in the back of her throat as Rey slipped his cock into her pussy from behind.

  It was the first time she’d given either of them a blow job with her hands n
ot free, but she wasn’t afraid. Instead, it sent a surge of intense arousal through her body, and she relaxed her throat muscles so he could fuck her roughly if he wanted.

  Rey reached underneath to caress her clit, and a crazy orgasm exploded. When Felipe played with her nipples at the same time, Mattie truly thought she’d pass out from the pleasure. The play had been incredible, and it made the fucking now even better.

  She had no idea where the lube had come from, but she heard the bottle, and then a slick finger was in her asshole. Rey moved it in and out while he fucked her pussy, and Mattie wanted his cock inside there instead. She was ready for that. They’d engaged in anal play all week with her, but she wanted to know what it felt like to have a dick in her ass.

  When they each pulled out to switch places, she asked for it.

  “Are you sure?” asked Felipe.

  “Yes, Sir. I’m ready.”

  She swore she heard them high-five each other, and she laughed. Her heart filled with so much for love for these two. They constantly surprised her with their humor and the comfortable way they eased her into new and exciting experiences. If she could have conjured up two perfect men in her imagination, Rey and Felipe would be those men. Or perhaps they always had been this adorable, and she’d never really needed to conjure up anything?

  Rey fucked her mouth while Felipe slipped his cock into her pussy. He also slid two lubed fingers into her ass, and Mattie couldn’t get enough of this. She loved having them both inside her at the same time, and when they each withdrew again, another climax had already begun to build.

  “We’re going to take turns at this,” said Rey. “And your safewords apply. If you don’t like it, we stop. Okay?”

  “Yes, Sir.”

  There was no fear as she heard them both put on condoms, and then one of them teased the opening with his dick. She didn’t know which man was going first, but that only made it more exciting for her.

  Mattie held her breath, until one of them moved to her left side and placed a hand on her lower back. “Breathe,” said Rey. “It helps the muscles relax more.”